Why do I want to give up on men?
08.06.2025 09:31

…
He’s pretty much a god.
2023 I had an “un-spiritual” insight that I was the goddessmaker.
UK civil servants who used AI saved two weeks a year, government study finds - Financial Times
He likes boobs.
…
Maybe you’re lesbian.
Google says its updated Gemini 2.5 Pro AI model is better at coding - TechCrunch
Or maybe you have the wrong archetype.
Nathan could be a genius or stupid.
They could discover Nathan Coppedge.
Still, he likes girls and can be pretty useful.
One of the downsides of Nathan is he is pretty boring and asocial.
There are many downsides of Nathan but not as many as you think.
At some point I fell in love with an 86 year old who was a programmer woman.
When I was 7 I discovered I was superficial. This was a religious experience.
I’ll be brief.
When I was in my teens I was privileged enough to see the miracles that were Kiki’s breasts clothed though they were.
Nathan follows karmaband but is basically a nice person intellectually and invented over-unity.
In 2010 huge anime changed my life though I discovered I was hurting myself and that my breast fetish was out of control and tuned it down slightly after that since it seemed like I wouldn’t be interested in real life.
…
It can be hard to figure out.
…
Why are perceived or real slights interpreted as rejections and reality by pwBPD?